Even when he doesn't receive money, he continues....
"""" Good Afternoon Dear,
How are you doing and how was your night, hope yours is great cause mine wasn`t that great and good...Honey,i expected to have seen your mail by now even though you dont want to help me again but just to see your sweet and warm loving words ok..I think about you all the time and i love you so much cause i wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping! I love you, babe. You are my life and my only love, and I thank you for be so kind with my heart. Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you and All my days and especially my nights are so empty without you! I look forward to waking up to the softness of your skin against mine, your hair gently brushing my cheek. I can feel you breathing as if you were a part of my own body. Looking at you as you dream, gently "waking" you to the soft caresses of my hands and your body yielding to me. I hope you come and see me soon. I can't stand another minute without you
Honey, My life is starting to become so different, even if my days seem the same. And I must confess that it's you who has changed my outlook. You have opened my eyes to some amazing new possibilities. I will forever be filled with a new sense of wonder and joy, because you have shared yourself with me.I must confess that in some ways I feel inadequate. My mind is questioned; can I match your gentleness? Can I give you feelings as warm and secure as the ones you have bestowed on me? You have chosen to show me such strong passion combined with secure sweet affection, that I can only hope with time you feel a glimpse of the same emotions from me. After getting to know you better, and going through all the tough times together in this month that has made us stronger, I now know I am in a place I have never been before. I'm in a place that is calm and serene, but exciting and exhilarating, all at the same time. This place is neither a state of mind, nor just one of physical being. It is a place where my soul soars. It is a place I share with you....I'm in a place where, my mornings begin with you in my thoughts, and my days end with you in my mind. I'm in a place where, when good things happen, my first reaction is that I'm excited, because I'll get to share them with you. I'm in a place where, when bad things happen, I know that you'll be there to provide comfort and make the world right again with your simple honest smile, or with your soft caress of my hand. This place that I hold in my heart for you is precious beyond words. You are there, and I am a better man because of it. When you hold me in your arms, I'm in a place that I never want to leave, and I pray it is a place I never have to leave. Just know that when you hold me in your arms, I am in the safest, most treasured place in the world. The place that I am in now is the best of all. I see you as someone I can trust, confide in, play with and enjoy life with. You make me so happy and at the same time not happy. I can't begin to describe how you really make me feel so I will offer just this: I love you cause the sea that parts us when you work is my enemy, but I gaze at the moon and ask it to reflect my love back to you so far away. You are the answer to my passion and my dreams. I live for seeing you, for being whole with you. Now that you have given me the gift of your love, my appetite for you is endless. Your touch is gonna be so gentle, your kisses gonna be delicious, and your body is gonna be strong when you hold me. When I am with you, the world will goes away. I feel only you. I breathe only you. I sense only you. Our time together is very special to me. life. I hope we will continue this journey together for a long time to come.
I miss you, my love... Accept them as tokens of the emotions you inspire in me. I will wait anxiously to be with you . Until then you are in my heart, and in my mind, and I will ache until i read from you with a yearning that can only be satisfied by your loving arms and warm kisses.
Ever dreaming about you, my husband with benefits,